well one other thing
to think about....I guess.
I was packing my house tonight for the ol move and I came across my old yearbooks. These are memories that I wish never to forget. The funny thing is, you never think about where you have been in the past until you see a picture of something that reminds you of it. Then, it is like the past is suddenly yesterday. Your thoughts take you back to the very day that picture was taken. It's strange. Very strange.
I found pictures of my wedding day. Pictures of my wife and I when we were happy and things seemed like they were ment to be. I found letters and cards that I thought nothing about at the time, but yet saved them for some strange reason. I think about the things I should have done. I think about people that came into my life and I am reminded of the days gone by. I talk to very few of these people now, but somedays, I just wish I could go back and relive it all over again....just once...I wish I could see those people all together like we used to be in high school and jr high. We were a group of kids that had no worries but whom was dating whom and whether or not we could pass a class.
It's amazing to think about those people and think about where and what you were doing day by day. Year by year....what you have become, what you have to show for yourself in life...You think about how life was so simple then and why it is so complex now...justification in something almost seems irrelevant these days, we just live each day - by each day....and back then, we were like 90210 kids...no worries, only fears....
I hope one day I can see these people again...but I wish it wasnt through life...I wish it was in the past...to only relive those few short years...I would give anything.
kam (this is how i used to spell it in high school)
I was packing my house tonight for the ol move and I came across my old yearbooks. These are memories that I wish never to forget. The funny thing is, you never think about where you have been in the past until you see a picture of something that reminds you of it. Then, it is like the past is suddenly yesterday. Your thoughts take you back to the very day that picture was taken. It's strange. Very strange.
I found pictures of my wedding day. Pictures of my wife and I when we were happy and things seemed like they were ment to be. I found letters and cards that I thought nothing about at the time, but yet saved them for some strange reason. I think about the things I should have done. I think about people that came into my life and I am reminded of the days gone by. I talk to very few of these people now, but somedays, I just wish I could go back and relive it all over again....just once...I wish I could see those people all together like we used to be in high school and jr high. We were a group of kids that had no worries but whom was dating whom and whether or not we could pass a class.
It's amazing to think about those people and think about where and what you were doing day by day. Year by year....what you have become, what you have to show for yourself in life...You think about how life was so simple then and why it is so complex now...justification in something almost seems irrelevant these days, we just live each day - by each day....and back then, we were like 90210 kids...no worries, only fears....
I hope one day I can see these people again...but I wish it wasnt through life...I wish it was in the past...to only relive those few short years...I would give anything.
kam (this is how i used to spell it in high school)