The House of Cam

I woke up today and had a hard time getting out of bed. The dogs where passed out and they werent going anywhere, so neither did I. The alarm blares as I roll over and turn it off...next thing I know, its 20 minutes after the alarm went off. Eeeesh...so now I am late today and yet I am not too worried about it since I had set the alarm 15 minutes earlier then what I usually do...thank god for that one huh? I headed to the shower and the dogs just laid there. A quick shower, a layer or two of clothes and I am out the door. Traffic was a bitch today too for some reason. I was just happy to actually make it to work to be honest. You ever have those days where you are in the fast lane and the car in front of you is getting passed by people in the slow lane?? Well, that is what I had to go through this morning ... several times....

One thing I have noticed is that when I wear my glasses to work, I never really wake up. I have a tendency to want to sleep when I wear them instead of my contacts...anyone know why??

I watched the movie "Secret Window" last night - suprisingly, it was a good flick. I had it figured out half way through, but it was still entertaining to watch. Then, after the movie got over, I watched DOG the bounty hunter...you know the one....the blond bountyhunter family from Hawaii....I love this show for some reason....check it out if you ever get the chance to watch....its suprisingly addictive...

What should I have for lunch today? I am kinda hungry

So, work is work today....I am really ready to go home and take a nap....oh wait, maybe I just need to take off my glasses....

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Another week goes by and I have to admit....I am tired.

Sunny, B and I got to hang out last night and catch the premiere of Rockstar:INXS. Its rather weird to be honest. They have been one of my favorite all time bands and now I see them doing a reality show to find a new lead singer to fill some rather eccentric shoes. One already has to know the outcome will be a male vocalist. Dont get mad when I say this ladies....but no woman can make the sound and carry the vocals of the late Michael Hutchence. He was an icon of the times. Maybe I am wrong though, maybe they will be looking to never play any of their old songs again....but I dont forsee that happening to be honest. Anyways - I had fun last night talking with B and Sunny. We hadnt done that in awhile.

I left their house after 30 beers and 2 large IMOS pizza's and went home to only stop at the longhorn - I got home about 1.30 to say the least. My friend Bob had came by and let the boys out and fed them around 4, so they were ok. After having two beers there, I went home to only have a few more friends (Heath and JoJo - Bobs wife, and Rhonda, a mutual friend) come by the house. They stayed for a few drinks and left about 3 am this morning. Needless to say...I am tired today - very tired. Maybe a tad hungover but that is also due to the lack of dr.pepper in my casa. It will pass and tonight I will be home relaxing alone on the couch. I will prb take a nap to get caught up on the lack of sleep, watch Rockstar:INXS, and then run over to BM's to pick up my trailer so Bob can finish my privacy fence. I also need to figure out what in the world I am going to do about all the bills this month and how much on each I am going to pay....this is what I hate about being single.....too many things to think about and its only me.

If you ever get a chance to watch old episodes of COPS on CourtTV, try and do that - it makes for great conversation and reactions out of people. We had a blast at B's house last night watching that stuff...

Finally, I just wanted to give a shout out to a few friends/family of mine I havent had a chance to talk to in awhile....

Nicki in Florida - I hope all is well and things are going well. I sure miss the week I came down there and stayed with you. We had a good time didnt we?? Maybe we should have gotten a little crazier huh?

My sister in Colorado - I am sorry things have been rough the past month...I am sorry I didnt understand the whole aspect of everything. I wish for you only the best.

Neighborgirl - miss ya as always - hope the new little tyke is doing well and Joey dad and brother connor are as well.

Summer - get around to calling me back woman!

To my real father - sorry I called you fucked up the other night - but I needed to remind you how much of an asshole you really are.

To everyone calling me that i dont know who you are - quit calling.

Mindis - I hope all is well sweets. Make sure and tell pops hi from me too.

Chili Pepper Ang - hope all is well with the fam - miss seeing ya and you will one day have to tell me how to make a garden grow.

B and Sunny (ooooh and Linus) - love you guys as always - had a blast last night and look forward to future nights of COPS, brews and good times.

and that is all for now....

so.......

Anyone know how to make the time pass faster in a day....?

well, welcome everyone to me again....

Its been awhile since I posted and I thought I would just drop a quick hey to everyone out there. Seems last summer, the B and I were getting crazy and I had something to post about everyday or so....Well, we have both been busy (more busy then usual) but I just havent had anything to say really. As you all know I bought a new house (which I enjoy, but do not love). I am now officially single again too...so maybe that is why I am posting. After 6 great months with someone, I decided to call it quits on the account of fairness to her and I both. I have been working too much and my priorities didnt reside in a relationship. I tried and tried, but I just dont think I am cut out for one right now. I work day in and day out, leaving no time for play or money to spend on frivolous things like dinner and movies and such. I am working towards my ultimate goal of getting out of town. I think it will pay off in the end, but I will also miss the people that I am leaving behind or had a chance to meet and spend time with in my life.

I havent been able to sleep in days either. I just lay there, and when I do fall asleep...I am wide awake within the 2 hour time frame of falling asleep....wide awake.....It blows. I think I have insomnia. Actually, I know I have insomnia. I feel like a zombie most of the time anyways ... like I am just going through the motions of life and doing what I have to do whenever I have to.

I had a dream about my ex-wife last night - and it ended in me snapping one of my teeth in half and basically just bleeding all over the place....(this took place in the dream..not real life). Anyone know that that could mean? This is the second dream I have had about one of my teeth breaking in half. Its kinda freaky cuz it seemed so real, that I had to check to make sure it was still there when I got up this morning.

Other then that, I just want to tell everyone that I have been a dick to, that I am sorry. I dont honestly say that very often, but for some reason its been bugging me about making things right. If I pissed ya off somehow or did or said something to make anyone upset....I apologize.

The boys are doing well. They are getting their fence built this week at the house. I know Sam is really looking forward to getting out of the 10x10 wire backyard and running. Dudley on the other hand, just sits on the deck and watches. Too much exercise for pudge and he gets upset. The fence should be done this week though....and I look forward to that - its one step closer to the main goal.

My music is on hold right now too, even though I have promised you all a album soon. I just havent been inspired to finish things. Give me some time though...its going to happen.

As for anything else....I am still doing the Jeep thing and collecting Jeep toys. I bought a 99 Jeep Grand Cherokee couple fo weeks ago so Scuba Steve (my Rubicon) could take a break and get his parts put on him. The Grand is pretty cool, but I cant drive it again til I have enough money for sales tax...which leads me to the next part...why in the hell do we have to pay sales tax on a car when we have to pay taxes again on it at the end of the year...makes no sense to me, but maybe someone should say something about double taxation....

I wouldnt mind seeing some boobies right now to cheer me up either....they are just a great pick me up.

Anyways, I guess I have talked enough and rattled off enough stuff to make ya all interested I hope. I wish for you all the best of weeks and I hope everything you look for is in front of you.

alwayz
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