long time.....no post......
well, welcome everyone to me again....
Its been awhile since I posted and I thought I would just drop a quick hey to everyone out there. Seems last summer, the B and I were getting crazy and I had something to post about everyday or so....Well, we have both been busy (more busy then usual) but I just havent had anything to say really. As you all know I bought a new house (which I enjoy, but do not love). I am now officially single again too...so maybe that is why I am posting. After 6 great months with someone, I decided to call it quits on the account of fairness to her and I both. I have been working too much and my priorities didnt reside in a relationship. I tried and tried, but I just dont think I am cut out for one right now. I work day in and day out, leaving no time for play or money to spend on frivolous things like dinner and movies and such. I am working towards my ultimate goal of getting out of town. I think it will pay off in the end, but I will also miss the people that I am leaving behind or had a chance to meet and spend time with in my life.
I havent been able to sleep in days either. I just lay there, and when I do fall asleep...I am wide awake within the 2 hour time frame of falling asleep....wide awake.....It blows. I think I have insomnia. Actually, I know I have insomnia. I feel like a zombie most of the time anyways ... like I am just going through the motions of life and doing what I have to do whenever I have to.
I had a dream about my ex-wife last night - and it ended in me snapping one of my teeth in half and basically just bleeding all over the place....(this took place in the dream..not real life). Anyone know that that could mean? This is the second dream I have had about one of my teeth breaking in half. Its kinda freaky cuz it seemed so real, that I had to check to make sure it was still there when I got up this morning.
Other then that, I just want to tell everyone that I have been a dick to, that I am sorry. I dont honestly say that very often, but for some reason its been bugging me about making things right. If I pissed ya off somehow or did or said something to make anyone upset....I apologize.
The boys are doing well. They are getting their fence built this week at the house. I know Sam is really looking forward to getting out of the 10x10 wire backyard and running. Dudley on the other hand, just sits on the deck and watches. Too much exercise for pudge and he gets upset. The fence should be done this week though....and I look forward to that - its one step closer to the main goal.
My music is on hold right now too, even though I have promised you all a album soon. I just havent been inspired to finish things. Give me some time though...its going to happen.
As for anything else....I am still doing the Jeep thing and collecting Jeep toys. I bought a 99 Jeep Grand Cherokee couple fo weeks ago so Scuba Steve (my Rubicon) could take a break and get his parts put on him. The Grand is pretty cool, but I cant drive it again til I have enough money for sales tax...which leads me to the next part...why in the hell do we have to pay sales tax on a car when we have to pay taxes again on it at the end of the year...makes no sense to me, but maybe someone should say something about double taxation....
I wouldnt mind seeing some boobies right now to cheer me up either....they are just a great pick me up.
Anyways, I guess I have talked enough and rattled off enough stuff to make ya all interested I hope. I wish for you all the best of weeks and I hope everything you look for is in front of you.
alwayz
cam
Its been awhile since I posted and I thought I would just drop a quick hey to everyone out there. Seems last summer, the B and I were getting crazy and I had something to post about everyday or so....Well, we have both been busy (more busy then usual) but I just havent had anything to say really. As you all know I bought a new house (which I enjoy, but do not love). I am now officially single again too...so maybe that is why I am posting. After 6 great months with someone, I decided to call it quits on the account of fairness to her and I both. I have been working too much and my priorities didnt reside in a relationship. I tried and tried, but I just dont think I am cut out for one right now. I work day in and day out, leaving no time for play or money to spend on frivolous things like dinner and movies and such. I am working towards my ultimate goal of getting out of town. I think it will pay off in the end, but I will also miss the people that I am leaving behind or had a chance to meet and spend time with in my life.
I havent been able to sleep in days either. I just lay there, and when I do fall asleep...I am wide awake within the 2 hour time frame of falling asleep....wide awake.....It blows. I think I have insomnia. Actually, I know I have insomnia. I feel like a zombie most of the time anyways ... like I am just going through the motions of life and doing what I have to do whenever I have to.
I had a dream about my ex-wife last night - and it ended in me snapping one of my teeth in half and basically just bleeding all over the place....(this took place in the dream..not real life). Anyone know that that could mean? This is the second dream I have had about one of my teeth breaking in half. Its kinda freaky cuz it seemed so real, that I had to check to make sure it was still there when I got up this morning.
Other then that, I just want to tell everyone that I have been a dick to, that I am sorry. I dont honestly say that very often, but for some reason its been bugging me about making things right. If I pissed ya off somehow or did or said something to make anyone upset....I apologize.
The boys are doing well. They are getting their fence built this week at the house. I know Sam is really looking forward to getting out of the 10x10 wire backyard and running. Dudley on the other hand, just sits on the deck and watches. Too much exercise for pudge and he gets upset. The fence should be done this week though....and I look forward to that - its one step closer to the main goal.
My music is on hold right now too, even though I have promised you all a album soon. I just havent been inspired to finish things. Give me some time though...its going to happen.
As for anything else....I am still doing the Jeep thing and collecting Jeep toys. I bought a 99 Jeep Grand Cherokee couple fo weeks ago so Scuba Steve (my Rubicon) could take a break and get his parts put on him. The Grand is pretty cool, but I cant drive it again til I have enough money for sales tax...which leads me to the next part...why in the hell do we have to pay sales tax on a car when we have to pay taxes again on it at the end of the year...makes no sense to me, but maybe someone should say something about double taxation....
I wouldnt mind seeing some boobies right now to cheer me up either....they are just a great pick me up.
Anyways, I guess I have talked enough and rattled off enough stuff to make ya all interested I hope. I wish for you all the best of weeks and I hope everything you look for is in front of you.
alwayz
cam
Great to see you writing again, dude!
We'll be seeing you tonight, fear not. Talk more then :).
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Sunny |
8:03 PM