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Wednesday, July 14, 2004 

now now

this is by far my favorite song in the whole entire fucking world... these lyrics are very intense and mean a lot to me - the song itself is VHTF (very hard to find). I actually gave a speech off of this song in college (and got an 'A'!), because I don't think people really know what it means until they actually hear it.

If you can find this song or download it (don't get it illegal people please!) then do so. This song talks about me and what I have felt before - this is by far .... one of my favs of all time...I think you will see why....and most of you can relate to the lyrics...a feeling you never want to forget...

Waking Up Beside You - Stabbing Westward

I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay

So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you

I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you

At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day

But I had memorized the way our eyes
would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone

But I memorized how warm your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight
filled the room and played upon your body

I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you




Forever and a Day
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