Word to the 3rd.....
Well, I thought since I had a brief moment I would post a little sum sum. I dont have a lot to say about anything really, I just felt like I wanted to post something. I am sure that there are few of you left that even check this blog but for all you that do, I appreciate it and apologize I haven't given some insight into me for awhile....I will work on that after I move. So, here is the update you all have been waiting for....
I bought a new house in Nixa, Missouri. I am staying here for now, at least til I can get settled and make some money and decisions about life. I haven't really concentrated on me the past 4 years and I have been in constant battle with trying to please everyone around me. I hate doing that, but its in my nature of giving I guess. Its frustrating when you think they will be there for you, but in the long run they are not....I am not speaking in specifics, just in general. I think this is human nature really. Something that we all have to deal with and put up with.
So, my new house is larger then my last one. I close on the 22nd of April and begin the pain staking move again. I am happy about moving down there for several reasons. My buddy Mark lives down there and owns a business down there that is really going to help define part of Mojeepin.com. He can also help me get the studio set up the way it should be. We grew up together, lost track of each other and now we talk almost weekly. Its a nice feeling to have a good person in your life from your past like that.
Another reason I am happy about moving down there is the fact that the house is "brand-new". Its not even done yet. It will be done by close, but its just the simple fact that everything I build or do to the house will add equity and with me working 2 jobs, all the money I make when I sell the house will be mine to further my advances. Plus, being down there is an isolation thing for me too. I get to hide in my own world away from all the fuckers that jacked up my life the past 3 years in the patch....(you all know whom I am talking about)....
The album is on hold til after the move. I am redefining it in a way that is very unique and it needs more time. I know you all have been waiting on it for awhile ... and I promise I will get to work on it as soon as my privacy fence is built for the boys.
Scuba Steve has tons of new parts for his likings. I have yet to install any of them, b/c I have been so fucking swamped, but I think he will be happy with my choices I have made for him. I also just bought a new digital camera last night. Now I can take pics of the installs and work them into the Jeep site and have some nice content. Its not much, but a Kodak CX EasyShare 7330. I will write it off as a business expense next year along with a few other things I have bought for the site.
I also wanted to give a shout out to my bud Mindis. I hope you are doing ok girl, and keep your chin up. Let the music drive you and become whom you have always wanted to be.
I also want to say hi to Neighborgirl and my West Palm beach buddies. I miss talking to you both and I hope all is well in your lives.
Neighborgirl = cant wait to hang with ya when you come home. I am anxious to see how my pregnant old neighbor is doing these days! Miss you and love always!
Westpalm = I hope all is well and tell the kitties I said hello and give my love to the turtles. I wish I could be down there chillin on the beach drinkin a cold one with ya.
Birthdays suck by the way. I didn't spend any of mine with my friends....only family (which isnt bad, I was just busy and wanted to hang with you all)
One last shout before I go....and this one is the most important hate filled shout you all will ever hear me say.....so if you get offended by reading things.....you might stop now and close the window.
To A: ....I wish you a miserable fucking life. I hope you never see me again, talk to me again or fucking exist. You are one of the biggest liars and cheats I have ever known and you deserve to be punished by your reflecting god for your hypocritical ways. I hope your marriage goes sour (like the last ones), and you stay away from me and my life forever. If you happen to phone me again...I will put a restraining order on your stank ass and lock your ass up in jail. You are a crazy bitch with emotional fucking issues that will never be normal until you wake up and smell the shit that life has to offer. Your way of life and the decisions you have made with using people for money and to fulfill your needs based will get you no where but purgatory....Now, since you are little miss know-it-all to your god, you should know what that means..... You are a desecration to your GOD.
So, welcome back to the house of cam....I am back and in full speed. I hope you all enjoy...and i welcome your comments....
peace and hair grease
cam
I bought a new house in Nixa, Missouri. I am staying here for now, at least til I can get settled and make some money and decisions about life. I haven't really concentrated on me the past 4 years and I have been in constant battle with trying to please everyone around me. I hate doing that, but its in my nature of giving I guess. Its frustrating when you think they will be there for you, but in the long run they are not....I am not speaking in specifics, just in general. I think this is human nature really. Something that we all have to deal with and put up with.
So, my new house is larger then my last one. I close on the 22nd of April and begin the pain staking move again. I am happy about moving down there for several reasons. My buddy Mark lives down there and owns a business down there that is really going to help define part of Mojeepin.com. He can also help me get the studio set up the way it should be. We grew up together, lost track of each other and now we talk almost weekly. Its a nice feeling to have a good person in your life from your past like that.
Another reason I am happy about moving down there is the fact that the house is "brand-new". Its not even done yet. It will be done by close, but its just the simple fact that everything I build or do to the house will add equity and with me working 2 jobs, all the money I make when I sell the house will be mine to further my advances. Plus, being down there is an isolation thing for me too. I get to hide in my own world away from all the fuckers that jacked up my life the past 3 years in the patch....(you all know whom I am talking about)....
The album is on hold til after the move. I am redefining it in a way that is very unique and it needs more time. I know you all have been waiting on it for awhile ... and I promise I will get to work on it as soon as my privacy fence is built for the boys.
Scuba Steve has tons of new parts for his likings. I have yet to install any of them, b/c I have been so fucking swamped, but I think he will be happy with my choices I have made for him. I also just bought a new digital camera last night. Now I can take pics of the installs and work them into the Jeep site and have some nice content. Its not much, but a Kodak CX EasyShare 7330. I will write it off as a business expense next year along with a few other things I have bought for the site.
I also wanted to give a shout out to my bud Mindis. I hope you are doing ok girl, and keep your chin up. Let the music drive you and become whom you have always wanted to be.
I also want to say hi to Neighborgirl and my West Palm beach buddies. I miss talking to you both and I hope all is well in your lives.
Neighborgirl = cant wait to hang with ya when you come home. I am anxious to see how my pregnant old neighbor is doing these days! Miss you and love always!
Westpalm = I hope all is well and tell the kitties I said hello and give my love to the turtles. I wish I could be down there chillin on the beach drinkin a cold one with ya.
Birthdays suck by the way. I didn't spend any of mine with my friends....only family (which isnt bad, I was just busy and wanted to hang with you all)
One last shout before I go....and this one is the most important hate filled shout you all will ever hear me say.....so if you get offended by reading things.....you might stop now and close the window.
To A: ....I wish you a miserable fucking life. I hope you never see me again, talk to me again or fucking exist. You are one of the biggest liars and cheats I have ever known and you deserve to be punished by your reflecting god for your hypocritical ways. I hope your marriage goes sour (like the last ones), and you stay away from me and my life forever. If you happen to phone me again...I will put a restraining order on your stank ass and lock your ass up in jail. You are a crazy bitch with emotional fucking issues that will never be normal until you wake up and smell the shit that life has to offer. Your way of life and the decisions you have made with using people for money and to fulfill your needs based will get you no where but purgatory....Now, since you are little miss know-it-all to your god, you should know what that means..... You are a desecration to your GOD.
So, welcome back to the house of cam....I am back and in full speed. I hope you all enjoy...and i welcome your comments....
peace and hair grease
cam
It's good to see you post again, bud. I'm glad everything is going well for you. The new house looks awesome from the pic I saw in the paper. I bet you'll love it. It's good you're doing something right for you instead of doing something you feel pressured into doing by outside forces. Staying here right now might be the best way to go for you. It's hard to rely on other people, when many times, they will only let you down. I think it's something we're all learning.
You're going a new way and it's good to see you happy. I think most people only want that for you. It's got to be a good feeling. :)
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