welcome to life....
I havent posted in quite some time - primarily this is due to being swamped at work - meaning both the day and night jobs. The house is coming along well as I am preparing it to sell. In case you wondered, it is "for sale by owner"....and if you know anyone who wants a house in the town of Nixa, just let me know...I think once it sells, I will make out ok. I should cover my costs and credit cards I have charged up to add to the value of the house. Lord knows, the only thing on my mind right now is getting the fuck out of Misery Missouri. It's time for a change and its been a long time comin'.
I have been in a strange mood lately. Things around me seem fake...as do the people around me. The people I talk to and the people I interact with seem like they are all just trying to get something out of me. I dont know what it is, but its something or I wouldnt feel it. This doesnt mean my close friends, and you know who you are when I say that. I mean people I meet at work and the the people I work with on a day to day basis. Its always something, and the bad part of it all is, its nothing when you think about it. Oh well.
I went off on my room-mate last night - I was pretty harsh on her. She needs to grow up and realize that nothing in life should be taken for granted. She does this often - course I am only XX amount of years older then her. Hell, we all do it - taking things for granted that is...Some of us are just worse at showing others that we do it. Maybe she will be ok today since she doesnt have to see me for 3 days? I am headed out to my parents house to dog sit for 3 days and such. Do you realize how much it costs to board 4 dogs for 3 days...close to 600 bucks!! FUCK THAT!! At least I can do is go house sit or dog sit rather and maybe even get some peace and quiet for once.
I am just frustrated really...that is about it.
I have been in a strange mood lately. Things around me seem fake...as do the people around me. The people I talk to and the people I interact with seem like they are all just trying to get something out of me. I dont know what it is, but its something or I wouldnt feel it. This doesnt mean my close friends, and you know who you are when I say that. I mean people I meet at work and the the people I work with on a day to day basis. Its always something, and the bad part of it all is, its nothing when you think about it. Oh well.
I went off on my room-mate last night - I was pretty harsh on her. She needs to grow up and realize that nothing in life should be taken for granted. She does this often - course I am only XX amount of years older then her. Hell, we all do it - taking things for granted that is...Some of us are just worse at showing others that we do it. Maybe she will be ok today since she doesnt have to see me for 3 days? I am headed out to my parents house to dog sit for 3 days and such. Do you realize how much it costs to board 4 dogs for 3 days...close to 600 bucks!! FUCK THAT!! At least I can do is go house sit or dog sit rather and maybe even get some peace and quiet for once.
I am just frustrated really...that is about it.
Hey cap, good to see you posting again. Last time I saw the house it was looking pretty good. If I was going to stay, I'd buy. :) I dont think you'll have a problem finding someone to take it on.
That restless feeling makes you notice things you might not normally notice in people were you more set on staying. Its weird when you realize people around you are like that and that you don't want anything to do with it. It always makes me wonder why I didnt see it before - why it took so long to notice in the first place.
Sounds like a 3 day break will do you good. weeeeeee!
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Byagi |
9:53 AM